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  It was a pub he was fond of anyway; somewhere to pop into after spending an hour tramping across the Heath and marveling at the stupidity of grown men wanting to spend their free time flying kites. The beer was good, the landlord was amiable enough and the food was passable. It was the dark history of the place though, its associations, that drew Thorne, that engaged him. He could never resist putting a finger into those bullet holes that still cratered the tiling on the wall outside. It made him feel connected somehow. He would inevitably turn then, and imagine her.

  Always in black and white.

  The bleached hair, the pale, powdered skin fight against those perfect cheekbones, her long nails scraping against the heavy Smith amp; Wesson revolver. Twenty-eight years old and nowhere left to go. Fingers in the bullet-holes – as spiritual moments go, it was hardly thrusting a hand into Christ's wounds, but fuck it, when you've had a few of a lifetime…

  Easter Sunday, 10 April, 1955. A moment of madness, of judgment, on a Hampstead pavement: the first step on a journey to the long drop in the execution chamber at Holloway Prison. Forty-seven years later, nearly half a century after they hanged Ruth Ellis, and life for those who kill for pleasure didn't always mean life. Now, Thorne sat and waited for DCI Russell Brigstocke, wondering just how fight they were going to fie the noose around his neck. Staring into his glass and looking at a few highlights of the past few days. The pre-sentence proceedings.

  The early hours of Thursday morning: gazing down at bits of a teacher's brain on the carpet, Jesmond making his grand entrance, his face set in a reasonable facsimile of horror and grim determination. The smile that the Detective Superintendent had saved just for him. 'I think it might be best if you took things easy for a couple of days…'

  'Best for who?'

  Thursday evening: Hendricks ringing with the results of the postmortem. As usual, nothing of any real use, but a reference finally explained. 'The tiny wooden splinters embedded in what was left of Bowles's skull. They were willow.'

  'A cricket bat…'

  'Right. Night Watchman. Ha, fucking ha…'

  Friday afternoon: His father. 'Oh… I didn't think you'd be there. I was going to leave a message on your machine… I need a bit of info. By body count, who were the three greatest killers in British history?'

  'Greatest? Jesus, dad…'

  'It'll be a trick question see, to wind up some of the lads down the Legion. I ask them for the greatest killers. They say Christie or whoever, and I tell them the greatest killers were actually bubonic plague or smallpox or what have you. See?'

  'Right…'

  'But I need the names. I reckon Shipman's got to be first hasn't he…?'

  Saturday morning: Holland with an update. 'Nobody knows what the hell's going on to be honest. There's one or two new faces around, but everything's all over the place. There's a meeting on Monday, the DCI, Jesmond, you know…'

  'Right, thanks. McEvoy OK?'

  'How the fuck should I know?'

  Thorne looked up to see Brigstocke walking quickly towards him. He downed the rest of his pint. What had Holland been so tetchy about anyway?

  Brigstocke slid in next to him, leaned in close. The quiff had looked better. His breath smelled of the cheap cigars he was so fond of.

  'You owe me a drink. You owe me lots of drinks.'

  Fighting the urge to punch the air like a goal scorer, Thorne nodded, made his way to the bar and bought them both a couple of pints each. Halfway through the second, Brigstocke gave Thorne the headlines.

  'You're still on the case. Just.' "

  'Why do I get the feeling that's the only bit of good news?'

  'Depends how you look at it. People are very pissed off.'

  'I assume you're including Ken Bowles's family?'

  Brigstocke struck a match, held it to the end of one of his cheap cigars. 'I'll ignore that, but strictly as a mate, shut your silly mouth, Tom.'

  'Sorry, Russ.' Thorne was. He knew that Brigstocke had stuck his neck out for him. He would try to remember it. 'So, what's next?'

  'Damage limitation.' Thorne opened his mouth, remembered, shut it again. 'The case proceeds as normal,' Brigstocke said slowly.

  'Emphasis on normal. No more fucking about. We work crime scenes, we make enquiries, we gather evidence. It proceeds, as in procedure.' 'What about Palmer?'

  'Martin Palmer was taken into custody and charged with the murder of Ruth Murray this morning. Highbury Corner Magistrate's Court this afternoon. Belmarsh or Brixton by teatime. By the numbers, Tom.'

  Thorne had no argument. There simply wasn't one. Nicklin had killed Bowles as a warning. He must have. He knew that Thorne and Holland had gone to the school and that they could only have been led there by Palmer. There was no point in any further pretence. Having said that…

  'Why did he send the e-mail to Palmer, when he knew we had him?'

  Thorne asked this question of Brigstocke, as they had all asked it of each other, as he had asked it of himself a hundred times in the last few days. The reply he got was pretty much the best that anybody could come up with.

  'He's playing some kind of game. Dicking us about.'

  'Dicking me about. It was me that went to the school. Me he must have been watching…'

  Brigstocke leaned forward to flick ash into a vast plastic ashtray. He shook his head. 'He's a clever sod, that's all. He wants us to be doing this, to be asking these questions.'

  Thorne shrugged, picked up his pint, looked at it. He couldn't help feeling that in killing Ken Bowles, somebody he had spoken to, Nicklin had been sending him some sort of message. He wasn't sure whether thinking this was ego or instinct. He'd confused the two before.

  He emptied his glass, put it down. He didn't know whether he wanted to stay at that table and swallow down beer until he couldn't feel anything any more, or rush home and shut the door tight. 'Are they giving Palmer to the press?'

  'That's still being decided. Jesmond and a few higher up are in with the press office. It would be a good move in some ways, you know killer in custody, get a few old dears worked up, ready for a bit of banging on vans outside the Bailey come the trial. Do us all a bit of good, so soon after…' He left an appropriate pause which Thorne filled in his head. .. I got Ken Bowles killed.

  'It's hard, without admitting we fucked up.'

  Thorne scoffed. 'Thanks for the we: 'Don't blame yourself for Bowles, Tom.'

  'Why not?'

  Brigstocke blinked, reached for his drink. He hadn't got an answer. Thorne asked the only appropriate question. 'Another pint?'

  Brigstocke finished off the one he was drinking, shook his head as he swallowed. Thorne reached behind for his jacket. It looked like he was going home.

  'You're off the hook for the same reason they let you get on it, you know,' Brigstocke said. Thorne raised his eyebrows, asking the question.

  'Fear. They were afraid of being wrong, afraid of fucking up. Now they're afraid of being seen to fuck up, which is a thousand times worse.'

  Thorne stood and pulled on his jacket. Brigstocke stayed seated, his cigar down to nothing. 'They've got sod all to be afraid of. I'll be taking responsibility.',

  Brigstocke ground out his nub-end. 'Oh, don't worry, you have.'

  They both laughed, a little louder and longer than was necessary.

  'What happened to being off the hook?'

  'You are,' Brigstocke said. 'But it's only a matter of time until you're on it again…'

  'A stay of execution.'

  Brigstocke looked at him, smiling, not understanding the reference.

  Thorne was already wondering how many more he would need to drink. How much before he would be able to wrap himself inside his duvet and crawl deep down into the darkness without seeing Ken Bowles, eyes open and swimming in blood, hands clawing at the carpet, bits of his own cerebellum beneath his fingernails. Without seeing Martin Palmer, huge and hunched against the white wall of a cell.

  When the adverts came on – cheaply made soun
d bites for pension or blame-and-claim companies – he got up and went to make himself tea. The show wasn't very interesting tonight anyway, which was a shame. He'd been looking forward to the calls even more than usual. He'd had a pig of a day at work. It was a busy time: lots to do and he, as usual, the one to do most of it. It was his own fault if he was honest. He was something of a control freak. While he complained of the workload, he didn't trust anybody else to do it as efficiently as he would, so he got on with it himself.

  He'd actually been glad of the extra work. He'd needed something to focus his mind a little for the past few days. He'd been struggling to adjust, to adapt to the new way of things.

  Palmer was gone: it was just him again.

  However much he'd wanted to be in control, to be the one to change things, he couldn't be too angry about what had happened. Palmer was always going to be taken out of circulation after this last murder, and that, after all, had been his choice. He had decided to kill Bowles. Just when he'd been getting into Thorne's little game, enjoying it even, it had become necessary to change direction and now he had to live with the repercussions.

  Back on his own. He liked it like that, yes, but still, he'd have to find some other way now to up the ante. He couldn't bear to be bored, to be still. Stillness meant sinking, and he'd do anything to avoid that. He needed to find the next thing quickly, the something, the new thing, the bright spot on the horizon. He'd found it with Palmer, but now, with him out of the picture, he'd need to find some different way to jack up the rush a little. While he waited for inspiration, he got his head down at work.

  Work, work, work, home, chat, dinner with Caz, and then an hour or two next to the radio with a bottle of wine, enjoying the wit and wisdom of the country's more opinionated insomniacs. Later, he might wake Caz up and luck her. Stick it in and move it around, while he closed his eyes and thought about Bowles's brain like undercooked porridge, or the nice neat hole in the student's head, or perhaps the way the woman with the little boy had stiffened when he put his hand over her mouth.

  While the kettle boiled, he thought about Thorne. He wondered how the Detective Inspector relaxed after a tough day. After a tough few days. It couldn't get harder than a fresh body could it? The body of someone he'd connected with. How quickly did a man like Thorne get over that, especially when it was.., unnecessary?

  Who did he talk to about those things? Family? Friends? He was suddenly hugely amused by the idea of turning on his radio and hearing Thorne himself phoning in.

  ' We're going to Tom in London, who has a problem. How can we help you Tom?'

  Then that voice, recognisably London. A little rough around the edges, just like the man himself. Deep and impressive, certainly. Soothing or stentorian, depending on his mood, or the impression he was trying to create. Tonight though, the voice a little higher, nervous, a catch in it…

  ' Well, Bob, it's a bit embarrassing.'

  ' Tom, are you a first time caller?'

  ' Yes, I am, sorry…'

  'Just relax, you're among friends.'

  'The thing is, I was wondering if any of your listeners might be able to help me. I'm trying to catch a multiple murderer you see, and it isn't going at all well…'

  He picked up his steaming mug of tea and carried it back into the sitting room, still chuckling to himself. On the radio, a new caller was broadcasting to the nation. Not Thorne of course, but he sounded equally interesting.

  Leonard from Cheshire: 'This bloke who was battered last week, this teacher? They say on the news it was that pair, the ones who've been doing all these murders, but I reckon it was just some little bastard, pardon my French, what hadn't done his homework. I mean it could have been, couldn't it, you know what they're like now in some of these schools…?'

  He was laughing so much, he had to hold on to his tea with both hands.

  When Thorne arrived at work the next morning, the last thing he was mentally prepared for was a bust up with Steve Norman. The press officer, on the other hand, who was waiting for Thorne in his office, seemed well up for it.

  'You've made us all look very stupid, Thorne.'

  Thorne cocked his head and crossed to his desk, thinking, how hard can that be?

  Norman followed him, standing at his shoulder as Thorne, without looking at them, picked up a pile of reports from his desk. 'Alienated most of your fellow officers already, now you're making a pretty good job of pissing the rest of us off as well.'

  Thorne carried the sheaf of papers across to the window and began pretending to read them. He wasn't sure why Norman was here and why he was in such a bad mood, but he really wanted him to leave and guessed that it might be a good idea if when he did, it wasn't with a broken nose or any teeth missing.

  He dropped the paperwork down onto the window ledge and turned to face him, trying his damnedest to look tired rather than angry. 'What's your problem, Norman?'

  'No problem. I just wanted you to be aware just how much trouble you've caused. We worked our bollocks off, liaising with the press, getting close to the journos…'

  'That must have been hard. All that expense account wine to get down your necks…'

  Norman laughed in mock confusion. 'Sorry, don't you remember whose idea this was? An idea which, for the record, most of us thought was half-arsed at the time.' Thorne shrugged. He hadn't forgotten.

  'Yeah, well this time it was people like me at the sharp end of it. You wanted false stories planted in the press, you needed a lie perpetrated and we did it. Brilliantly. Now, it's all gone tits up because you were wrong, and we've got to sort the mess out.'

  'Let me get this straight,' Thorne said, starting to fray a little round the edges. 'You're shouting your mouth off, because basically, you've got to do your job.'

  'I'm not…'

  Thorne took a step closer to him. 'Well, why don't you shut up and go and do it?'

  Norman showed no inclination to retreat. He raised a finger, jabbed it towards Thorne's chest. 'I will, and you'd better be bloody thankful that someone round here's good at their job. I might, might, just be able to put things right with the press. I might be able to get this operation out of the mess it's in with half a decent reputation left.' He turned away and strolled towards the door, stopped when he got there. 'When I say this operation, I'm not including you of course. You're already down the shitter and there's no way to get you out again…'

  Thorne laughed, moved to the chair behind his desk. 'Listen Norman, I'm busy, and if you're just going to stand there stating the obvious…'

  Norman opened the door. 'Later, Thorne…'

  Thorne spoke calmly, straightening things on his desk, lining up the pens. 'Oh, just to let you know, if you point that finger at me again, I'll break it. Fair enough?'

  Norman turned around. Thorne saw the colour rise to his cheeks and was quietly delighted to see a little of the cockiness disappear from around the eyes. They looked at one another, unblinking, for a few slow seconds.

  'There's a theoretical equation of ranks between officers and civilian staff. Did you know that, Thorne?' Thorne did, but said nothing. 'It's a courtesy thing really, but most people tend to observe it. A press officer on my team equates with a Detective Inspector such as yourself. I'm a senior press officer, which if I'm not wrong, and I'm not… equates to a DCI

  – the rank immediately superior to yours. Are you listening, Thorne?'

  Thorne looked up, the desk nice and tidy, the eyes nice and dead.

  'Like you said, it's theoretical. Now fuck off.'

  Norman did as he was bid, and was replaced almost immediately by a far friendlier face. Holland leaned against the doorframe and watched Norman as he made his way across the incident room.

  'Cheer me up,' Thorne said. 'Tell me the Desk of Doom has got him, gouged a big hole in his leg. Better yet, taken one of his bollocks off.'

  'Sorry, no luck. You padded it with all that paper anyway.' Thorne grunted. He'd completely forgotten doing it. 'What was all that about?'
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br />   Holland asked. 'I could hear it from next door) Thorne got up and walked across to join Holland in the doorway.

  'Your guess is as good as mine. Something got up hi; arse though.'

  'Well, whatever it is, it looks like it's gone now…'

  The two of them watched as Norman stood talking to Sarah McEvoy. He was smiling, gesturing with his hands. She smiled back, leaned towards him, briefly placed a hand on his arm. Her eyes darted towards Thorne and Holland. Half a second later, they were looking at the floor in front of her.

  Holland moved into the office. Thorne followed him.

  'Oh, listen, I'm sorry about the other morning on the phone,'

  Holland said. 'You asked about McEvoy, how she was doing, or something, and I was a bit stroppy. Didn't get much sleep…'

  Thorne had been wondering if Holland would say anything. His reaction had been so out of character. He shrugged. 'I don't know what you're on about.'

  Holland breathed in, let it out. Like he'd got something out of the way. 'Norman got it in for you then?'

  'Looks that way,' Thorne said. Buggered if I know why though. Worst thing about it is, I can't really argue with him. Most of what he was saying was spot on.'

  Holland opened his mouth to argue but Thorne cut him off. 'He's a little tosser, don't get me wrong, but he knows what he's talking about.'

  'No need to make it personal though, is there?'

  Thorne sat down. 'He's a small man, you know? All got big chips on their shoulders.' Holland looked at him, eyebrows raised, a grin threatening to appear. Thorne's face crinkled, sarcastically, in return. 'He's smaller than me, OK? I'm average…'

  Holland held up his hands. 'I'm not arguing. What about chips though?'